State of love and drunk

My ex-ex moved away and settled down today.  (The ex prior to my most recent ex.)  While I wish her nothing but the best -- she's a wonderful person who has been a dear friend of mine since we broke up and I think the world of her -- it still hurts.  I was crazy about her and always hoped she would one day be equally crazy about me.  One can dream, right?  However that's no longer an option.  The final nail was driven into that coffin.  And it drew blood.